Snowflake Challenge #3

[tildytwo]

I'm not very good at this.

I'm so tired of my job. It involves supervising college age kids and I suck at it. It's lucky all the kids are good because I hate interacting with them and I suck at it and I want to get out of here but I don't have another job lined up. My therapist tells me I have to change my self-talk about working with the students and I can't do that. I hate it and I'm always going to hate it.

I've already had a "nondisciplinary meeting" with HR about how shit I am at doing the student worker portion of my job. I hate this! I would like to leave!

Then I told a person that I couldn't do something for them, but I've done it for them in the past, even though I wasn't supposed to, and now I feel like a shitty person. I don't even have anything else I'm supposed to be doing, it's just something the professors are supposed to do themselves.

I don't know. I don't know what to do. So I'll do what I always do.

Comments

[shipperslist]

Urgh. Brain weasels, the worst.

I hope you feel better soon. Or, if not better, at least not worse. 🤗

[tildytwo]

Thank you ❤❤